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HIIE R.E.A.D.E.R.S
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been feeling damn moodless now.
as due to something that happen juz now..
and also something said by my parent..
guess what?
they are going to force me to eat three meal a day from now on!!!!
wtf?????
the most i eat is only two everytime and they wanted to change it to three???!!!
can't believe it man.
i dunwan lar!!!
ppl wan to diet and they wan make me gain weight =(
haiis..
damn sian sia.
anyway,mother day is coming and i finally know what im going to do for my mum.
have your? =]

DIET KILLS! NEVER EVER START ONE

been really depress lately...dunno what to do..
i miss the old me...the face and everything.
but unlike now,things changes..
i dunno what to do,duno how to control cos i think im use to the new 'diet way'
and it sux as it ruining my looks
today i almost cried after what i heard from trenna but i tried not to let the tears flow out..
but during recess when sweetheart talk to me,i can't take it anymore and i finally let it out..
i have been holding it in my heart,holding the deadly serect in my heart..
and now,i can't take it anymore..
i feel like breaking down,hanging to someone and juz cry and cry...
what can be done now?
i can't control when im at home..
what people do can only advise me..
but who can control me? no one..
i must really buck up and control in case everthing really went wrong...

screw u bitch!
could you juz scam one side.
doesn't you have any self awareness??

feel like breaking down..
realli on the desperate end...
what shuld i do so tat i can stand up again..

HIIIE PEOPLE
nothing special.
byes :D

Currently mood swing.
better don't disturb me

STORY OF PENCIL AND ERASER!

Pencil: You know, I'm really sorry.

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry, 'cause you get hurt because of me. Whenever I make a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller every time.

Eraser: That's true, but I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though, one of these days, I know I'll be gone and you have to replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad.

( this is what i get from facebook :D nice bah!)

anyway,i need to be more positive from now on,
thx bby for being there for me and being my listerning ear.
you are the best! i love you!!! =]
two month,and i shall be the old me again.
i promise.

today just lost ez link on bus!
damn fk up sia.
nid waste money do again.stupid -.-

Just was post something to my uncle!
cheer up kay?
dun be sad anymore!
everyone falls.but tat everyone can stand up strong too
it only a matter of fact that you wan to pull yourself up or just let yourself rotten to died.
rmb,stand up strong and never give up.
failure is just a part of life journey in growing up to become stronger.
never give in to failure and avoid it as it only make you weak!
let to face it,to accept it and make proper use of it to make you grow stronger
so give up ok? look on the bright side!
you will alway be de bestttttt uncle to me :D

Let have two post in one shot!! :D

Yesterday topic:BAKING!!
yesterday bic was well quite sian until the captain ball part :D
aft bic,it was already six plus le!
so i quickly rush to buy my baking ingredient:cocoa powder,choc for melting,the baking paper,butter and milk!it cost me around 20 buck!!!! (including the digestive biscuit money)
so i shall delcare bankrupt now!!! cos im broke!!
anyway,aft my shopping spee for baking,i reached home around 7 plus!
WTH
i was planning to do de cookie while my sis was at tuition de.so i can give it to her as birthday present..
it the end,it was too late cos her tuition ending at 7.30 @>@
at around 8 plus,i starting melting butter milk and stuff using me own recipe :D
the melting part was realli long cos i nid to stir non stop.
starting,the mixture look disgusting.
but aft it melted uniformly, it look better :D
after melting,i add in the crumbs of the biscuit.
i had a hard time mixing it together!
i had to keep on folding and folding the mixture together!
finally it done,i had to go and melt the dark choc to make a sec layer.
at first,i tot that the choc was not enuff.
but actually,it was more thn enuff -.-
there alot more leftover of melt choc too.
at last,i put the mixture into the fridge for it to harden :D
finally it done and one hour has passed!
haha,time flies~~

TODAY TOPIC: My sis BIRTHDAYY :D

today is my sister birthday!
SO HERE A BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU :D
so in the morning,i jogged all the way to bendemeer to collect the cake i order for her.
and thn i walk back home.
it was such a long walk and during the way,i tink i shook until the cake!!!!!!!!!
and those white choc curve broke!!
but i fix it again :D
in the evening,my dad cooked kuey tiao and fried chicken :D
the kuey tiao was damn nice!
love it man! especially those crunchy beansprout~
around evening,i went to try the cookie tat i bake yesterday...
hmmmm..i find it quite nice...
the base was abit bitter due to cocoa powder and the top was quite sweet.
so tgt,it was quite neutral :D
but i find the base part abit too thin.it taste abit like brownie too.
but at least the recipe i did was a sucess :D
less butter wif milk! haha
during the evening,it was finally cakeeeeee timeeeee!!!!!
the cake was damn sweet whn i eat it @.@
too overboard le..
maybe becos it is strawberry choc cake bah.it was really sweet!
but my sis like it very much,so nvm =]
today realli eat alot of sweet stuff!
gonna exercise tmr le!
ok,i gonna go watch movie now :D
so byes :D


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it really very sweet!!!